A poet, a writer lives both at home and away from home. Actually, he lives inside his mind. It is from this multidimensional abode that he observes life and the visible world all around. When a poet has to change where he lives, he experiences simultaneously an echoing cry for roots left behind and a feeling of indifference because nothing looks new. These internal experiences make him still and restless. It is true that these seemingly contradictory thoughts stir the mind of a person, but it is very difficult to bind the thoughts together into sensible words and sentences. I feel certain that the wound of emotion is much more severe than the wound of the body. As far as I know, all humans are just refugees, and every part of the world is every person’s country. For that reason, even when the scenery changes, I can still find my familiar sky, my familiar weather, my familiar scents. Yes, these differences in emotions affect how I think about writing. These days, there is no denying that my constant companions are the suddenly changed world around me, my physical-mental suffering, and the trauma of instability and uncertainty. Maybe one day I will be able to control this crazy trauma. Then the thoughts swirling in this paradox will become poetry, the wings will be written page by page. Then maybe in this lifetime, I will go somewhere else yet again. Then the mind will cry out for this ice, for this amazing snowfall, for the water of the river that has frozen in this extreme cold.

Ahmedur Chowdhury, known as Tutul, is a publisher, writer, and editor from Bangladesh. In 1990, Chowdhury began publishing and editing Shuddhashar FreeVoice, a magazine that soon became a platform for young and unconventional writers in Bangladesh. Chowdhury opened his own publishing house in Dhaka in 2004 under the same name, where he primarily printed works of progressive Bangladeshi writers. In 2013, the publishing house was awarded the Shaheed Munir Chowdhury Award for publishing the highest number of quality books in Bangladesh and is considered one of the most important publishing houses in the country. In October 2015, Chowdhury was a victim of a coordinated machete attack on publishers of secular authors. Chowdhury had received direct death threats from Islamists and was among the main targets of the attack. Despite these threats, Chowdhury continued to publish, including books written by Avijit Roy, who was murdered in February 2015. Chowdhury currently lives in exile in Norway, where he restarted Shuddhashar FreeVoice as an online platform and non-profit organization. Shuddhashar FreeVoice’s flagship publication is its quarterly theme-based magazine, which focuses on critical contemporary issues and includes articles written by international scholars and writers. In 2022, Chowdhury returned to book publishing with new e-books and print books, including two books translated into Norwegian. He has been an invited guest speaker at several programs and universities, including the Oslo Freedom Forum in Oslo, Norway; the United Nations Human Rights Council in Geneva; Universidad Francisco Marroquín in Guatemala; Furman University in Greenville, South Carolina; Augsburg University in Minneapolis; and the University of Oslo. He has been a participant in the Salzburg Global Seminar and the PEN Belgium´s writers fellowship program. Chowdhury’s work and courage have been honored with several awards and recognitions, including Norwegian PEN´s Ossietzky Prize (2018), Prix Voltaire Shortlist Nominee (2018), International Freedom to Publish Award Finalist (2016), American Publishers Association’s Jeri Labor International Freedom to Publish Award (2016), and English PEN Pinter International Writer of Courage Award (2016).

In conversation with Ahmedur Chowdhury Tutul

Ahmedur Rashid Chowdhury Tutul started the little magazine Shuddhasharin 1990. Fourteen years later, it grew into Shuddhashar, the publishing house, known for bringing about a new wave in the Bangladeshi publishing…

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Speech at Oslo Freedom Forum 2017

My love affair with books began at an early age. A love of reading turned into a love of writing, which turned into a passion for publishing. I started my…

Speech at Skien bibliotek

Esteemed ladies and gentlemen, good evening. Please accept my warmest wishes, love, and gratitude. I fondly remember Bangladesh at this time. The emotions that are inspired by the colours of…

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NIL BISHE SISH KATE THOT” (Whistling through Blue Poison), a poetry book of 52 pages, written by Ahmedur Rashid , published in1995, by AGAMI PROKASHONI, Dhaka.

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আকাশটা আজ আষাঢ়ের বউ হয়ে পাছা দোলাচ্ছে। মেঘের ঘাগরা পরা আকাশের কারণে সোয়েটার পরার মতো ঠান্ডা বাতাস ঘর ছেড়ে বেরুতে সায় দেয় না। এমন বিষণ্ণ, মনে না ধরা দিনেও আমাকে…

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NIL BISHE SISH KATE THOT” (Whistling through Blue Poison), a poetry book of 52 pages, written by Ahmedur Rashid , published in1995, by AGAMI PROKASHONI, Dhaka.

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যেতে যেতে তুমি কোথায় হরিয়ে গেলে
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I was born in such a land where people are broken again and again, where it seems life seeks to destroy them. Again and again they lose everything they have and love. Yet still they get up, and they rebuild their dream all over again. People in that land where…
Tutul, Ahmedur Chowdhury from Bangladesh is a phenomenon in international Publishing, being a multifaceted publisher, an editor, and a poet. His main impetus is to communicate a humanistic outlook on life regardless of religion and politics. His genuine commitment is his compelling force.
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